i have been awake for 24 minutes. I saw the trail end of a rose sunrise. I contemplated on writing but its kinda cool.
Taking time away from being fake the east, i refound me. letting go of the shit I held on to, reopened a creativity that I was letting be forgotten. I was being bullied for being weird. I left that place to prove them what a bad ass can be. Not that I want to be bad ass. I am just confident and eager to learn.
Its kinda cool because I am the first in my family to move to a place like this.
Its kinda cool because my dad lived in California, Florida, Wyoming and Wisconsin.
Its kinda cool that my mom lived in Alabama, Alaska, and France!
I think the cultures they lived in, diversified them. They did not grow deep roots because they moved so much but they have cultured ones. Meeting each other was a moment that only someone could have planned.
Its kinda cool that they met
its kinda cool I am here because of them.
The battles they fought are a fight I am glad I did not have to do. They raised us tough and loved. No cable television. Books and dolls. Miicrosoft computer games. I had my first "cell phone" in 9th grade. Before that, I was really excited when I had an iPod. Before that a labtop to make MySpace.
its kinda cool that technology changed like that about ten years ago.
its kinda cool because my dad brought me to the west about ten years ago.
all these things are lining up in my life and making sense. That destiny thing we talked about, yea, its kinda cool.
its kinda cool because I know my heart feels a spirit that is in the universe. A series of energies, beings, spirits, powers that are wonders of the master of it all. He created all things. No man can define his vast glory. He holds secrets that we can not bear witness too.
Our job is to be servants of this master. He loves us but needs us to be humble i order to under the human life and responsibitity. Man was created and designed to be stewards of the creation and to ignore that power is wrong, Leadership is a create way to channel the stewardship you have. If we are called to be an example to save the environment, you must lead. If you want to find peace, you must know all the fruits of the spirit and the wisdom of the native american indians.
Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Kindness, Goodness, Gentleness, Self Control.